Audry's Writing
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I WISH
I wish you had been here to wipe away my tears.
I wish you had been here to cradle my fears.
But you are gone.
What did I do to make everything so wrong?
I left you but i will regret it tomorrow.
I am already drowning in my sorrow.
I miss you.
I miss you baby.
I wish you had listened to what I had to say.
I wish you hadn't let me go away.
I wish you had been there with me everynight.
Kissing and Holding me so tight.
I wish I could be with you right now.
I wish I knew how.
I wish I could have one look at your smile.
It would make my whole life worth while.
There isnt anymore blue in my sky.
Just clouds making me ask why?
I have so many good memories of you.
I wish you had some of me too.
You were all I ever lacked.
But I'm alone and all the wishes in the world wont bring you back.
I wish we were together to share our dreams.
I wish we together, but wishes are never what they seem.
SPEECHLESS
Thoughts have filled my head.
There's so much needed to be said.
My heart longs to be told.
But will his response be cold?
A flood of emotions.
Will they only cause a commotion?
I don't know where to start.
Will it break us apart?
My heartbeat is loud.
I cant stand the sound.
My mouth stays shut.
The silence feels like a deep cut.
I dont know what to say.
Will it be like this everyday?
I am speechless.
Love.
Love has made me speechless.
HIM
He is an angel.
He brings smiles and laughter.
Happiness follows him.
He shares with all he comes across.
He believes in you.
He trusts you.
He loves you.
She has recieved a miracle.
She is smiling and laughing.
She is happy.
She's been given a gift.
She beleives him.
She trusts him.
She loves him.
He has changed.
He brings heartbreak and sadness.
Depression follows him.
He takes from all he comes across.
He discourages you.
He distrusts you.
He confuses you.
She is heartbroken.
She is hurt and crying.
She is sad.
She's been torn apart.
She believed him.
She trusted him.
She loved him.
WHY
Why? That is a question I have to ask myself day after day. Why was I born? Life is pointless unless you have someone to share it with. Then when you think you have found the "right" person for you, they turn out to be someone completely different than the person you fell in love with.
Why does someone have to say "I Love You" if they dont really mean it?? Or why do they even use the word love, when they don't really know what love is? There is an unbelievable strength in that one little four letter word that no other word can ever overpower. Yet people still say it, knowing that they are just playing a game with someone elses life, a game that nobody is going to win. If everyone has someone that is made for them, then why do people get their hearts broken everyday, and never love again? Why was this strange obsession created if it kills so many day in and day out? Or is it just an attraction taken too far. Why? This is a question with no answer, a question I ask myself everyday.
MY THOUGHTS
Why is there so much hate in this world? Hate is such a strong word is it not? Can u be in love with someone but hate them also? Or is it just that u hate some things they say or do? Or do u hate someone but love some things they say or do and mistake this as being in love? What is the obsession of love and hate? Or did one American become obsessed and then their friends followed and slowly spread throughout the country like so many other American morals and values. Why do parents punish their kids for disobeying when the rule they’re disobeying is of no importance and just there to satisfy the parents need to make others lives hell? Or am I just lost in this world of American ideas of what’s right and wrong and what’s moral and immoral. What’s ethical and unethical? What is politically correct and what is just wrong? Is greed good or bad? Should greed be used to make someone rich so they can spend it on anything there heart desires while half of the world is uneducated (not by choice) and living on the streets starving. Selling their bodies for money. Selling there wives body. Selling their children to the highest bidder. Doing all of this just for the chance of a meal. Is this right? Or does anyone agree with me and is personally disgusted with the world today? Especially with America and American values. Or are all cultures the same as the land of the free and the home of the brave? All men are created equal is the motto of our nation right? Well how come then we are constantly bombing other countries and killing their civilians. Would u see an American president ordering American civilians to be killed? Hell no, so this just goes to show that Americans think they are better than others, even though all men are created equal. Also look at the whites prejudice towards blacks and Hispanics. But we are all equal right? Why then do u hear whites talking about the low life blacks, and the worthless niggers, and the ignorant so called Americans that don’t deserve to be called African Americans. Are they not human? Or is America just a bunch of hypocrites. This also goes for the blacks and Hispanics, they do the same to whites. Constantly putting them in classes and categories of being under themselves, worse of person. But they are Americans because they live in America am I correct? So why then do they go against there own countries motto of all men are created equal? Equal is when each person receives the same chances and possibilities in life no matter age, sex, looks, race, or any other varying factor from person to person. Why then does an 18 yr old get more rights than a 17 year old? Do they really think they do that much growing up in 12 short months? Sorry but I don’t agree with that. Why then if all men are equal do women get paid less than men do at the same exact job? Or does it mean just men when it says all men are created equal? To sum this up morals and values of a lot of Americans are fucked up. And Americans are a bunch of hypocritical selfish liars who base there lives around being better and richer and earning prestige. LOL don’t get me wrong, I am an American and I am a hypocrite so its all on you.
I wish you had been here to wipe away my tears.
I wish you had been here to cradle my fears.
But you are gone.
What did I do to make everything so wrong?
I left you but i will regret it tomorrow.
I am already drowning in my sorrow.
I miss you.
I miss you baby.
I wish you had listened to what I had to say.
I wish you hadn't let me go away.
I wish you had been there with me everynight.
Kissing and Holding me so tight.
I wish I could be with you right now.
I wish I knew how.
I wish I could have one look at your smile.
It would make my whole life worth while.
There isnt anymore blue in my sky.
Just clouds making me ask why?
I have so many good memories of you.
I wish you had some of me too.
You were all I ever lacked.
But I'm alone and all the wishes in the world wont bring you back.
I wish we were together to share our dreams.
I wish we together, but wishes are never what they seem.
SPEECHLESS
Thoughts have filled my head.
There's so much needed to be said.
My heart longs to be told.
But will his response be cold?
A flood of emotions.
Will they only cause a commotion?
I don't know where to start.
Will it break us apart?
My heartbeat is loud.
I cant stand the sound.
My mouth stays shut.
The silence feels like a deep cut.
I dont know what to say.
Will it be like this everyday?
I am speechless.
Love.
Love has made me speechless.
HIM
He is an angel.
He brings smiles and laughter.
Happiness follows him.
He shares with all he comes across.
He believes in you.
He trusts you.
He loves you.
She has recieved a miracle.
She is smiling and laughing.
She is happy.
She's been given a gift.
She beleives him.
She trusts him.
She loves him.
He has changed.
He brings heartbreak and sadness.
Depression follows him.
He takes from all he comes across.
He discourages you.
He distrusts you.
He confuses you.
She is heartbroken.
She is hurt and crying.
She is sad.
She's been torn apart.
She believed him.
She trusted him.
She loved him.
WHY
Why? That is a question I have to ask myself day after day. Why was I born? Life is pointless unless you have someone to share it with. Then when you think you have found the "right" person for you, they turn out to be someone completely different than the person you fell in love with.
Why does someone have to say "I Love You" if they dont really mean it?? Or why do they even use the word love, when they don't really know what love is? There is an unbelievable strength in that one little four letter word that no other word can ever overpower. Yet people still say it, knowing that they are just playing a game with someone elses life, a game that nobody is going to win. If everyone has someone that is made for them, then why do people get their hearts broken everyday, and never love again? Why was this strange obsession created if it kills so many day in and day out? Or is it just an attraction taken too far. Why? This is a question with no answer, a question I ask myself everyday.
MY THOUGHTS
Why is there so much hate in this world? Hate is such a strong word is it not? Can u be in love with someone but hate them also? Or is it just that u hate some things they say or do? Or do u hate someone but love some things they say or do and mistake this as being in love? What is the obsession of love and hate? Or did one American become obsessed and then their friends followed and slowly spread throughout the country like so many other American morals and values. Why do parents punish their kids for disobeying when the rule they’re disobeying is of no importance and just there to satisfy the parents need to make others lives hell? Or am I just lost in this world of American ideas of what’s right and wrong and what’s moral and immoral. What’s ethical and unethical? What is politically correct and what is just wrong? Is greed good or bad? Should greed be used to make someone rich so they can spend it on anything there heart desires while half of the world is uneducated (not by choice) and living on the streets starving. Selling their bodies for money. Selling there wives body. Selling their children to the highest bidder. Doing all of this just for the chance of a meal. Is this right? Or does anyone agree with me and is personally disgusted with the world today? Especially with America and American values. Or are all cultures the same as the land of the free and the home of the brave? All men are created equal is the motto of our nation right? Well how come then we are constantly bombing other countries and killing their civilians. Would u see an American president ordering American civilians to be killed? Hell no, so this just goes to show that Americans think they are better than others, even though all men are created equal. Also look at the whites prejudice towards blacks and Hispanics. But we are all equal right? Why then do u hear whites talking about the low life blacks, and the worthless niggers, and the ignorant so called Americans that don’t deserve to be called African Americans. Are they not human? Or is America just a bunch of hypocrites. This also goes for the blacks and Hispanics, they do the same to whites. Constantly putting them in classes and categories of being under themselves, worse of person. But they are Americans because they live in America am I correct? So why then do they go against there own countries motto of all men are created equal? Equal is when each person receives the same chances and possibilities in life no matter age, sex, looks, race, or any other varying factor from person to person. Why then does an 18 yr old get more rights than a 17 year old? Do they really think they do that much growing up in 12 short months? Sorry but I don’t agree with that. Why then if all men are equal do women get paid less than men do at the same exact job? Or does it mean just men when it says all men are created equal? To sum this up morals and values of a lot of Americans are fucked up. And Americans are a bunch of hypocritical selfish liars who base there lives around being better and richer and earning prestige. LOL don’t get me wrong, I am an American and I am a hypocrite so its all on you.
